Pokopala svog tromjesečnog sinčića: “Dio mene je otišao s njim”

“Danas smo položili našeg slatkog sinčića na vječni počinak i dio mene je otišao s njim”, napisala je YouTube zvijezda Brittani Boren Leach na svom Instagram profilu nakon završetka sprovoda njenog tromjesečnog sina Crewa.

Porodica Leach je na sam Božić primijetila da mali Crew ne reagira na njihove pozive i podražaje te brzo s njim odjurila u bolnicu. Ondje je bio nekoliko dana, ali doktori mu nisu mogli pomoći i na kraju su ugašeni aparati koji su ga održavali na životu. Brittani i njen suprug odlučili su donirati njegove organe, a bolnica u kojoj su se nalazili organizirala je počasni špalir za bebu.

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We laid our sweet baby boy to rest today, and a part of me went with him. During his memorial, Carter reached over and grabbed my hand. Then Cooper laid his hand on ours and then Sydney laid hers on top. I’m so so proud of them. We will always feel like we are missing a piece of our family, because we are. And until we get to Heaven, I know he’s smiling, laughing and playing at the feet of Jesus. I just wish he was here instead. ? We laid a tiny blue cape with a “C” on it over his casket to celebrate our little Hero Crew. It was Jeff’s idea and I loved it. Thank you to everyone who made it today, your support means so much to us. ? #crewscrew #blueforcrew

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Brittani je vrlo otvoreno pisala o ovoj cijeloj situaciji i o tome koliko joj je teško nositi se sa svime što se dogodilo.

“Jednostavno je previše svega ovoga. Znam da Bog ima neki svoj plan, ali trenutno se zaista ljutim na njega”, napisala je Brittani u svojoj objavi na Instagramu dan prije nego što je Crew umro.

Objasnila je i koliko joj je teško obavljati neke zadatke poput ispumpavanja mlijeka samo da bi ga prolila, slušanja dječjeg plača ili smijeha ili kupovina haljine koju će nositi na njegovom sprovodu.

U jednoj od svojih objava Brittani je zahvalila i svim obožavateljima te svojoj okolini.

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I pray that you will never have to experience what I have… see the things I’ve seen… or read the things I’ve read, in the past week and a half. And if you do, I pray that you will be incredibly blessed with the support and love of those around you, as we have. We have been blown away by the support, kindness and selflessness of so many in this community that we have never even met, and “thank you” would never be enough. Social media can be a very toxic place, but what we have witnessed over the past week and a half has been truly incredible. I am well aware that many of you have not followed my family until now, and I am so happy that you are here. However, I kindly want to ask you to check your heart before you continue to follow, as I will absolutely NOT tolerate ANY negativity in this space. Thank you to the many of you who continue to check in and pray for our family. We ask for continued prayers this week, the upcoming days will be hard. Much love to you all. ~Brittani

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“Preplavljeni smo količinom podrške, dobrote i nesebičnosti koju nam svakodnevno pružate a da se nikad nismo ni upoznali. Društvene mreže znaju biti vrlo toksična mjesta, ali ovo čemu smo mi svjedočili u posljednjih sedmicu i po je nevjerovatno.”